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    @Bandman

    On 3/12/2024 at 6:29 PM, Bandman said:

    Some form of sexual trauma that I wouldn't share here. I've read that this trauma gets stored in the pelvis muscles and other parts of the gut, which is exactly how it feels for me. Do you have experience or knowledge about releasing this stuff ?

    The best thing I found for releasing pent up emotions was 3.5 grams of mushrooms, while listening to music without lyrics. so just the tones, beats, rhythm and melody of a song with headphones on( I used "reading music" on Youtube) and remaining still and relaxed while laying on a bed with the intent to release. If may work for you as well. You think about letting go and surrender and shit will just come up. It probably wont all just release. but what can happen is a large depressurization of that stuff  and will reduce the overall pressure inside you. It seems to be a permanent reduction so far, for me anyway. What was released has never built back up after I did that.

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    Hi Emerald. Love your channel by the way on YouTube. Definitely good content that resonates with Leo's style of work. I had a question about your post. These reasons all sound quite accurate and rather likely.

     What would be your advice for reversing/coping with these phenomena?

    I try looking at it as finding its opposite. Expression. Expressing emotions or thoughts in a healthy and constructive way. Also apply Conscious Awareness and actively acknowledging and accepting thoughts, feelings, and memories without judgment.
    However this doesn't particularly seem like enough?
    Then I figure, Integration, Incorporating repressed material into conscious awareness in a healthy way, leading to a more complete understanding of oneself but even that just kinda gets you by for the time being. The memories love to resurface randomly.
    Obviously recommendations of Mindfulness, even then a practice of being present and fully engaged with the current moment without judgment, can only help in recognizing and accepting repressed emotions or thoughts. The repression just looses a little more pressure rather than fully dissolving?  Staying fully present is difficult to lock into ones baseline state of consciousness. Which I know can be done with significant practice, yet thats a long time horizon to work with. What else would I be missing? Seems more that its based more on the mental patterns and neural connections becoming more hardwired into the nervous system. I mean possibly a good psychedelic trip to reboot it all in a way might be an option but repression certainly is a tricky thing to overcome. Any feedback would be appreciated. Thanks!

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    @Scholar You can go on YouTube and find some kind of lyricless music. Such as beats or instrumentals. Anything that won't have any language during the song. Because it helps reduce mental processing or adding thoughts that are about the song that are irrelevant which occurs while listening to songs with lyrics or especially if it's a song you know. I like to type in "reading music" cuz of the calming and relaxing effects it has, choose one that you like and make sure you put on a pair of headphones. Start with a 20 minute meditation. Just have a timer countdown to zero, If you're using a phone alarm for that change the ringtone to something that won't completely startle you. You want that 20 minutes to end right around the time that your psychedelics are kicking in. This number will vary pending upon your psychedelic and body. Generally mushrooms is about 30 to 40 minutes after ingestion. LSD is usually close to an hour. Ideally you'll want the psychedelic to begin kicking in towards the end of your meditation and then you ride the meditation into the trip while listening to the music. You can be sitting or lying down. But the headphones on can give you a more immersive effect. 

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    Hey just seeking a little advice on something, How can I reconscruct an existing unconsciously constructed concept or idea? So in other words im aware of a construct that i somehow created. Like i can tell it's something that is just in my head. How can I change or stop believing it to be an aspect of my reality? 

    The idea is basically "thinking others can sometimes perceive a thought im having or feel an emotion im experiencing" 

    I know sounds crazy or schizo like but I'm not for real. Its just that sometimes i feel slightly paranoid about certain contents of my thoughts here and there around people and I'm not a fan of people being able to tell how im feeling. I can tell ive unconsciously constructed that idea. How do I undo it? Lol.

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    On 9/9/2023 at 0:31 AM, Karla said:

    So, I actually did have some teeth grinding lol. I just figured it was due to the intensity… I didn’t feel depressed really but that emotional high seemed so far away that night, the next day I was good. I did two days micro dose and that may have helped though.

    I’ll wait to do it again.

    Awesome, yeah that means you had the good legit stuff lol.  Glad to hear it. just make sure you dont do many trips in a year of mdma. It can be damaging to those neuroreceptors by overloading them in that way. 

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    @Karla I found the sweet spot dose to be exactly 120mg. using a microgram scale. I hit that mark multiple times during different sessions with great results, with the ability to redose 3-4hrs later with the same amount. further redoses are not recommended. This is orally, and being a female id drop it to 100-110. Your planning to plug So i also will contribute into the consensus answer from the wise ones here of 100mg for your first time.

  13. Posted · Edited by Kamo

    If its packaged well you should be fine. If they find it they wont waste the time and resources to go through all the legal shit, because they cant prove you knew what was inside it. they will just send you a warning letter stating customs has it. If you dont respond it will be considered abandoned and destroyed. As long as your not ordering like a massive amount to cause a big red flag you can probably make it work. MALT is Legal in the United States still,  so you can mail that just fine. Ive never tried it myself tho. Just read online about it.

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    3 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

    Are you aware that personal experiences are not proof? I saw a news report not long ago about a schizophrenic who died trying to convert lions to Christianity.

    I will give you 1000 euros within 5 years (I am very serious) if you manage to answer the following questions during your next awakening.

    1) What was my mom's favorite dish when I was little.
    2) In which city did I study last year.
    3) What is the name of my best friend.

    Otherwise sorry, but if you tell me that you are not omnicians while you are omnipotent, I will consider you by default I will just consider you a somewhat crazy type who writes cobblestones in capital letters on a forum. :ph34r:

    I think the issue with that is, when in those states, the only thing that will be perceptible is your current direct experience. So like i dont think it would be easy to recall the decision to ask those questions from that state of consciousness since one is so overwhelmed by everything thats happening in that moment. All knowing basically is saying that moment is known completely,  compared to cherry picking specific stats about a particular thing. Since the distinctions fall away, naming the dish, the city, and the bff would no longer be relative independent aspects to consider.

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    5 hours ago, Razard86 said:

    Hahahah this is true, but how would you feel if you as an individual ceased to exist? How would you feel if you became everyone around you. The same way you feel like you are in your own body? How would you feel if EVERYTHING was your body? How would you feel if you stepped inside your car and you felt that you were both in your car, and also you WERE your car?

    Think about that for a second. 

    Yeah LSD seems to cause experiences like this for me? Do you do this naturally bro?

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    On 4/13/2023 at 6:32 AM, Leo Gura said:

    I know what self and other are.

    @Leo Gura There was a time myself and a friend where on 2 LSD gel tabs. It was his first time. At one point as I looked over at him sitting beside me, he was turning to look at me at the same time, I then lifted my right arm up and he mirrored my movements and his own arm with mine. It was like I was literally looking at a mirror. Or in a sense controlling his movements in tandem with my own, I then closed my eyes and he says he did the same. There was mental imagery of some kinda shape being held in mind. It looked like a black and white colored Torus shape, I then described to him what I was looking at and he said he was seeing the same thing!  I actually got freaked out by it and stood up abruptly and stepped outside the room for a moment to recollect myself, because it felt like my mental space was no longer private, but when i realized the idea of Oneness popped in my head and it made sense why that just happened. I then walked back in and told him its alright, it was just us experiencing Oneness. This was the closest I've gotten to understand Solipsism. Leo do you have anything you can say about wtf that was all about? lol It was as if Self and Other became One. But its not exactly how I expected Oneness to be like? Was this a higher level understanding into self and other that was being experienced?