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  5. Posted · Edited by Crystalous

    Hey.It looks i have ocd.I can't stop changing position in the furnitures in the house.I try to see where it is best to be positioned and always i change everything nothing really fullfils me and when it does after some time it stops.The same happens with my posture...I minimalize and try to empty the uneccessary shit and it helps a bit.What alse can i do?

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    53 minutes ago, neovox said:

    Wim Hof method is good for beginners. It takes quite a bit of work and fortitude to carry the 30 mins- 3hours per shamanic/ holotropic. Wim Hof is a good to build into a routine several times a day. Shamanic you'll need to clear your schedule a bit, so once a week or whatever. There are other breathwork techniques that are good too. 6 sec inhale/ 6 second exhale for 6+ minutes when you lay down to go to sleep, for example. Air can be powerful shit 

    six six six the number of the beast xax :P

  11. Posted · Edited by Crystalous

    43 minutes ago, Free Mind said:

    Seems like a really deep experience for 10X extract. Nice trip. Was there a any panic when you started forgetting your identity? 
     

    And what was your vaping method? 

    No just a rush because a female entity was calling me to hurry.I smoked it on a wooden pipe mixed with some normal sage.The place was like i have been there again.The 10x is okay but it lacks the vividness other trips describe

  12. Posted · Edited by Crystalous

    I already have some experience with the plant though the previous experiences were more subtle.This is the second time i had a more powerful trip with the salvia plant.It looks like i have to try the 20x to fully go away but i am ok for now with my 10x.I cleaned my body and mind before taking the substance.I made three times in one night the one after the other...I tripped on darkness with relaxing music.With the salvia plant you have the feeling of something pulling your body the same happened again and it started by the feel of something pulling me to the right.I went to a dimension which i were not alone.I lost the contact with reality.I completely forgot that i had took the substance.In the place i went i was not alone first there was a female entity telling me to hurry it was like an 'aunt', the place felt familiar.There were also other presences.It didnt felt scary but salvia is really weird.For sure it doesnt seem to have any party-side effects as happens with other psychedelics.I took another hit and i felt the presence of 5-6 entities upon me and i asked them to help me because i have problems with my health and with my heart.They didn't say anything they just stand there and 'looked' at me.I felt a healing effect with one of my physical problems but time will show.The third strong hit were in front of the mirror(i know it is dangerous not to lay down but i tried it with a candle for light source.At that point salvia showed me how bad my ego is ....i saw my intentions at that point and they were not good.I kept staring at my eyes.My head went 90 degrees xaxax and my ear were parallel with the ground i went straight to the bed because i was tired and could not control my movement.I had some subtle but interesting visuals with merging the energies of me and my mothers(my mother has a similar physical problem as me).Salvia is really nice for deep meditation.After a little time when the strong effects wore off i tried wim hof and meditation.I had some scary and dark insights during the night sleep but nothing to knock my brain out of homeostasis.I will try again

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    On 12/8/2019 at 9:21 PM, Uncover said:

    Hi, 

    Yesterday it was my girlfriend's birthday, she turned 24. We have 10 months since we're together. I am 23 years old and she is my first girlfriend. 
    We don't have sex so often. Once a week or not even. I've never had sex without a condom, I'm not familiar with the sensation. But i'm craving it. She said that we will, after she takes birth control pills. She fears pregnancy. She wanted to have sex. I drank a ~300 ml beer can before (I don't know if it had anything to do with my problem, but maybe?). We always had sex in the dark, that's how she likes it, only in the dark. So, we started kissing and touching, I started playing with her butt and so on, like 2 mins. I thought that I'm ready to put the condom on. We stopped, and put the condom. In the meantime the penis got softer. It wasn't hard enough to begin with. It's never hard enough. So she wanted from behind, I tried hard but I couldn't get it in, it was too soft. So she went on top of me and eventually got it in and in 5 seconds, not more, I ejaculated. Every time she gets on top I ejaculate when she puts it in. And it's with condom, imagine without.. :/

    There were times, of course, when I lasted let's say, 10 mins but not more. That was when I fucked her from behind, and took my time, really slow and focused. When she said "faster", I ejaculated. My penis is small, ~13 cm erect. 
    It's so frustrating. She asked me if we can go again. I couldn't.. She went to sleep disappointed. Now we didn't talk since that happened. She was patient with me, but I couldn't solve my problem. We broke up before because of this. We have another problem too, and I don't know if we're gonna get over it this time.. But this adds to it. If only the sex was good, it would have been better. I don't know why I'm posting it, I don't know when I'm going to have sex again. I don't know if we'll still be together. 
    Anyway, just in case, can I ever solve my sexual problem? What should I do? 
    Any advice is great!

    Gratefully,

    Uncover

    don't feel bad when you turn soft.This happens only because you loose touch with the act.Once you start stressing you loose the contact with the act and you are getting soft.If you want to solve all your problems you have to calm your mind.It looks like there are a lot of problems....first off you have to have sex seing each other 10 months is too much time for not having sex with open lights.Also you have to try without condom.Nothing is going to happen i had sex my girlfriend without condom eveytime and nothing happened but keep in mind after ejaculation you have also to pee not only to clean yourself because sperm stays in your dick "tube".Anyway she has to understand that you are a man and you have some needs and some difficult times sometimes....if she can not understand this then there is a problem with communicating each other and thats a skill you have to built from time to time and from a relationship to another.Υοu have no sexual problem man the problem is your stress.You are a male don't think so much just act 

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    Look...you will never be completely sure about psychedelics.They can absolutely transform you but there is always something you can't know.My opinion is to not supress that you want to try.Don't forget that there is always the choice of microdose which will absolutely is going to help with clarity and focus (and of course the techniques you are using to raise awareness)The feelings about the girl is something difficult and i can not help you there.Romantic love is such a powerful feeling.I am using psychedelics...!

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    13 minutes ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

    Hi all, so yesterday I went on another Magical Mystery Tour with my dear friend Lucy -- and I am more than pleased to report that this time around I once again got treated to the whole five star menu including sweet desert and cheese platter (after a sort-of-underwhelming high dose trip three weeks ago that got me wondering if I might have developed a permanent tolerance against my favorite chemical)!

    Man, it is quite interesting to see how the quality of these trips is changing over time. It seems that after my super-rapturous ego death experience on 7g of mushrooms two months ago - which felt like a freaking supernova of bliss and love -, I am now able to enter a more sober state of self-transcendence than ever before that allows me to do a sort of level-headed inventory and look at myself from a rather objective outside perspective, almost like a doctor who is scrutinizing one of his patients with a stethoscope, all the while maintaining an attitude of "alright, let's just cut all of the mystical crap for a minute and really take a good look at what exactly is the matter with that strange fellow who claims to be me".

    Well, that is one side of it. On the other side however, it seems that my LSD trips now have more sexual overtones than ever before. Especially in the early stage of yesterday's trip, it was almost like my repressed and neglected sexual energy came bursting out of its closet, tapped me on the shoulder and said "Hey man, remember me? I am that masculine life force that is boiling inside of you, and I am here to tell you that you better take off the lid and let off the steam before the whole damn kettle blows up right in your face!" Very surprising & interesting. It felt kind of like an invitation to just let go of (the illusion of) control and let the body do what it is itching to do instead of constantly trying to browbeat it into shame and submission. Oh boy, it almost looks like I will have to start approaching girls again after this whole Coronavirus situation is over, lol!

    Can anyone else relate to that? I would be especially curious to hear if this kind of sexually charged trip experience is specifically a male thing or if some of our fellow female psychonauts on this forum have had similar stuff happening to them under the influence!

    Μy man acid really helps me the same way.Drop aciiiiiiiid 

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    3 hours ago, Patrick Lynam said:

    What I don't understand is why so many life coaches/ therapists say that you shouldn't do them. If they're scared to take psychedelics themselves why cant they just admit that?

    They seem very certain that they are right and that you should not believe people who say that you should take them. Its very confusing I must say. 

    I feel like if I was to take a psychedelic and contemplate this i could find an answer but I seem to have a belief that people who take psychedelics are deluding themselves and will inevitably develop a spiritual ego. This thing of spiritual ego is more terrifying to me than any bad trip Iv'e had. 

    Look...before my first experience i was thinking the same thing.There were controversial theories and opinions.But i had a master which i knew he knew.He was Osho.He had told that it is okay to have a psychedelic experience because it is a beautiful experience though he didn't allow his students to take them.So i told myself that i will be the one that is going to create his own opinion and i took the risk.You should remember that every opinion has a truth in it and it may be like this for some.If you want to try go and try but carefully and respectfully.A lot of coaches and healers are shit and have no clue

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    yesterday i had a lucid dream axperience.I had took 30ug of 1p-lsd and hearing solfeggio harmonics frequencies delta for lucid dreaming and it was really vivid it was so vivid i remember everything and everyone the lucid dreaming frequencies where playing by accident and i discover it when i woke up.I knew i were in dream and i was not that afraid .Basically i knew this was not reall, the people reactions and the whole structure where like a dream.

  23. Posted · Edited by Crystalous

    On 23/3/2020 at 10:37 AM, electroBeam said:

    I've spoken to a dozen or so ayurvedic, yogic an qigong/reiki teachers at this point about psychedelic use.

    For whatever reason, they are of the opinion that long term use reduces energy resources, and makes you tamasic.

    This is by people who have used psychedelics before.

    What are the real dangers of psychedelics? What do you need to watch out for? Whats proper technique for using psychedelics for god realization. 

     

    Based on inference, seems like you have to put in a practice like kriya, to build up energy and ensure it doesnt get depleted.

    Also seems like you need to watch taking too much. Even if youre a super hero who can handle heaps of shrooms, sounds like it can cause obstruction, damage or disruptions to energy pathways if your dose is too high. Maybe taking lots after small intervals of time should be avoided, and this stuff should be taken only every month and no more?

    What spiritual practices need to be in place to ensure psychedelics dont fuck you up long term? Kriya yoga?

    I have had this problem with extreme lsd psychedelic trips every week.The problem is not that you lose your energy, the problem is the black energy you gain which is somehow lost of light(energy).Some people starve for it and surely it has its power.The dangers of psychedelics are to lose your direction in life or to completely loose your mind or your body.Psychedelics have to be taken under consideration of the risks.This amazing abyssial and chaotic darkness lasted for almost two years with the first 6 months being extremely intense.It was like i had lost my soul.I gained a lot of knowledge through all these and it was a part of healing but not everyone can handle situations like these.My advice would be to make 2-3 trips per year or you can join the psychonauts and become either insane or a shaman(white or black).Though the spiritual progress in my opinion should not be based on the psychedelics, true light and power comes after you battle the self with enough power to discover his unreal nature

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    Leo how would you describe the world God with a big quote.The consciousness of God is the self consciouss consciousness but you mentioned some states which the consiousness lacks self awareness.Can you analyze it a little bit more?I also want to answer you on the (If awakening was permanent how could anyone ever awaken? -- since they would already have been awake!)There is nothing permanent the only permanent are the invisible laws and the nature of consciousness, every non awakened consciousness is gettind driven to awaken and i believe the awakened ones return on the darkness after some unimaginable numbers of time.This represents the symbol of ouroboros serpent, the infinite cyrcle of everything.