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  2. 20/6: • Stayed up all night listening to Sam Harris podcasts and watching philosophical and religious debates from scientists/spiritual people. I find it kinda funny how they spend so much energy arguing clearly not seeing it’s all relative. Geez, just open your eyes instead and look at what’s real. Right here, now. How can we improve This instead of arguing? • Continued writing the conversion. I’m writing about the story of The Buddha, Saddharta. I write about historical/mythical stories and all of my other stories were based on living under shitty circunstances wanting something better, but this one takes the opposite route going from a kushy lifestyle wanting nothing. Funny contrast. • Meditation today was annoying since my RLS was annoying me. I think I might have restless leg syndrome. My bones starts crawling and itching and there’s a compulsion to move them, I cannot fight it. So I decided to do repetitive movements with them and it calmed me down. Also I was meditating and being aware while doing it. Don’t know, is it ruining my meditation or is it possible? I like to believe meditation is just about being aware, no matter what you do still or not. • Kind of worried about my speech tonight at Toastmasters. I wrote a 7-minute speech but haven’t practiced cus’ I dont like memorizing sentences, I think it’s a waste of time. I read the script a few times, memorize keywords and then improvise from there mostly. Or else I become too robotic. I’m inspired by the speeches from Osho, it feels so spontaneous and it has so much life to it • Coaching session with a friend, just practice, was my turn to get coached this time. We actually connected through this forum and have since then for almost a year talked every 1-2 weeks coaching each other. Really effective. • Sleep deprived practicing the speech a little, not too much • Held the speech, went great and spontaneous • Watched some scientific videos on consciousness combined with spirituality. I don’t understans why there always has to be a sort of war between the two. Even when you combine the two it’s not convincing. I guess experience is the only thing worth while, this cannot be intellectual knowledge. Time to pass out...
  3. its actually more simple than you think supposed i'm having a bbq at the river. its my first time experiencing a river, I can only know what its like to be in the river experiencing it when i get in. Similarly, contemplation is not about contemplation outside of the river, you have to contemplate on things inside the river. The river contains your beliefs, identities, past, futures etc .. In other words, its the river of metaknowledge you have picked up from symbols. contemplating this is doing mediative practice because your self analysing your fundamental building blocks. Its just another method to bypass the mind Also remember: the brain contains consciousness, so the only place to find out where your consciousness is, is to start with the mind, body lets all make it our OBJECTIVE to get enlightened!
  4. My girlfriend and I were watching tv last night and I saw that she was texting with some guy and they were talking about that they will meet next wendesday at 2pm and after that she replied "see you" and sent a hug emoticon. Is this normal? I think that she recently added him on Facebook, I don't think she's her friend.
  5. Day 78: - ney not mine. Too corny - 15 conscious breaths
  6. @Charlotte Hey Charlotte, welcome back. Delighted to see good stuff going your way. I found this being one of the core things keeping me in hard Green and it took a lot of time and effort to get outside of it and start to see the ideology and manipulation in vegan population. The amount of guilt they put you in is incredible sometimes. Well done on getting out of that, defo not an easy task !! I think one can still remain plant based without subscribing to the "religion" and the guilt. Also happy that you got some new tips with CNM, the 9/d cruciferous veg seems like pretty hardcore healing diet going forward but they are incredible. (Make sure to always pre-chop them and chew well to activate the enzymatic reaction and get the most of them ) And finally congrats on finishing your college course. Hope this opens some new doors and opportunities and definitely new insight into the reality. All the best and keep up the amazing work !!
  7. Accept the feelings you feel inside, that's the only thing you can do. Accept that they are there, don't cling to them nor push them away. Also there is 2.999.999 other women in this world Everyday more of them are born You'll be fine
  8. Not about brilliant flashy ideas, it's about simplistic fundamentals.
  9. Set your ego aside and everything will show up.
  10. @Preetom some wierd problem.Went to settings and just moved the volume it is now ok 😊
  11. @RendHeaven I'd say thinking can be a meditation practice. Meditation is about observing rather than getting immersed. So, if you think while being aware that you're thinking, that's meditation. Meditation is a very broad practice. You can practice meditation 24/7.
  12. maybe you are muting the video player or your master volume you got this!
  13. Yes in the long term. But, awareness alone doesn't correct everything in a reasonable amount of time. I need a lot more than awareness to correct things in reasonable amounts of time.
  14. When we typically talk about Love we are talking about relative love. Because we as Egos are relative. Everything is relative to our perspective, including Love. Nothing wrong with that but we have to be conscious that it's just a part of the whole.
  15. @Leo Gura Leo please explain the relationship between Sense of seperatedness or I feeling or Identity vanishing to that Intellect which discriminates as good,bad,morality,values. Ego or the identity is just a feeling but intellect is the collective knowledge or conditioning which says what is right wrong survival likes dislikes. So what change happens to the intellect after enlightenment ? How the intellect which was hating Hitler suddenly loves a Hitler,Rapists,Murderes ? On the contrary you said you will know the use of war if a tyrant,dictator starts ruling your country ? Unconditional love is unconditional acceptance of what it is with out any trace of judgement or like or dislike. But you said enlightenment is not emotional mastery 🤔🤔🤔 You said the abortion is immoral is a moralistic view and is not conciousness work ? So what will be the view of an enlightened with respect to abortion,killing,murder,rape ? - No emotions when they hear,see that happening ? - become emotionally stale like a stone ? Non reactive ?
  16. @tsuki yes this is probably the best way to describe it in words, while seeking truth is a completely different ball game. Even those of yourself who are "enlightened". You are like me, lost in the fog. Except i am aware that if you were to discover absolute truth, you would run away like a cat being chased by a dog. Which is why i was interested in what the moderators had chosen. I think the same goes for you enlightened people as it did for me, you talk a big game, but won't walk the talk. This statement is exactly true because you continue to talk about enlightenment as if its the truth. this is only my humble opinion anyway. I have not had an enlightenment experience as i will state again and i will not for a long time. Edit: It is what it is anyway. What do i know.. you lot are all chatting woo woo to me anyway, stop with your outrageous remarks, consciousness comes from the brain!!!!! prove to me it doesn't!!! Edit 2: reading this whole specific post in the thread again, made me feel like a chicken lol. for a second i thought i was a chicken and i got scared ahahaah Edit 3: like if you knew jesus was god and he told you to cut him so he can turn his blood into wine for you to drink and even told you it was the single purpose of life. You would actually be like "DUDE, WTF you smoking in heaven" Edit 4: wooooahh its scary to be a chicken
  17. Damn True! @xthebentnecklady Nobody is infallible including consciousness teachers, there are some videos of her which are totally in low-quality but some others are much good work, so that doesn't mean she is a bitch witch and we should ignore every teaching of her! in case of pornography, yes every body is free to do what they want to do and saying that porn stars are somebody's sister or daughter is totally a nonsense, so I turn thumbs down on that thought of her.
  18. How dangerous is it to brew dmt yourself using plants? Like if you have no chemistry background and no testing kit? Like I meant plant to dmt?
  19. Well this is common knowledge, the semen should only be expelled when creating life, its vital life force energy we should not waste.
  20. APPLYING THE PARADOX OF THE PLAIN MAN AND THE POET I'm not locked in the Paradigm Of Belief. I use words like someone framing an insight rather than someone stating a truth sometimes. It's like capturing rather than a stating. Truth is a secondary issue oftentimes. It's a Straw Man to frame all insights in terms of stating a truth that one might rely in on the case of a factual belief. No. That's why we have poetry. The poet can express things that the factual man cannot. But you wanna apply the Paradox of the Plain Man And The Poet too. Don't get locked on either side of this paradox to the exclusion of the other side.
  21. If you don't cum, you'll get extremely horny and very likely tensed.
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